reflections|snoitcelfer

finally, i’m out of the woods. haha. i must say, training during these 6 days isn’t really tough, but it is more of the weather that is killing me. had severe headache throughout the 6 days, but at least i’m proud to say i have been through something that people have described it to be all so fearful. hahs. though so, i dread the fact that there is yet another 3 days of the same old thing 2 weeks later.

seriously, time flies man… before i know it, 6 weeks is over (thats pretty much of a happy thing)… at the same time, before i know it, MY WEEKEND IS OVER! (thats a freaking sad thing. )… i just close my eyes, open my eyes, close my eyes and when i open them again, my weekend is over. its kinda sad man! i don’t even feel that i have enough rest and now i’m preparing to get back to that offshore island again. haha.. but looking for to a long weekend ahead! i sincerely pray that there will be not rt for this week… give me my well deserving long weekend please… please… please…

oh.. and good luck to njc floorball for their nationals! all the way man!

This is my 4th book-out i guess? Being away from the mainland really makes you lose track of time…

5 weeks have since passed but i can’t really be firm on saying that i have adapted to life “overseas”. Not having adapt to that environment in the sense that more often than not, i still miss home, i still miss my loved ones, i still hope that i’m still that Frederick who is all so carefree, going to school everyday, meeting those people whom have encouraged me whenever i feel like giving up. haha. But i guess, having served ns, made me learn to treasure the things around me more, making me know that i shouldn’t take things for granted, or maybe even make me more matured (or at least i hope that is the case).

Going into the woods this week, and i really pray that everything goes fine. As the saying goes, tough times don’t last, i really hope i will turn out to a tough men that do. haha. Wells, having been through the training makes me mentally prepared of the “treat” that awaits… But i’m confident, no matter how bad it might be, 6 days will be over real fast, or should i say, thats the only way i  can and should think in order to make life easier for me. (>.<)”"

Anyways, had my dexterity test today! I cannot say that i have done a perfect job, but at least i have put in my 100% effort, and i hope that i will pass this test. Was made to mould teeth, carve this plastic cylinder and bend wires, i guess the hardest part is that plastic cylinder which needs you to be really accurate. haha. but still, the main thing is to stay calm to prevent your hands from shaking unnecessarily. LOLS! Having my interview next Tuesday, and i seriously hope that everything will turn out fine… I pray that i’ll be given a chance to fulfil this dream of mine, and i’ll definitely do what i’ve promised myself to. haha!

All the way man! I shall tell myself i’ll survive, i’ll do well, i’ll make the best out of whatever awaits me!